i wishi wish things were more simple, and everyone was happy. i wish certain things hadn't happened. i wish certain things would happen, but i doubt they will. i wish things could happen. i wish i wasn't so socially retarded and scared. i wish i could have a happy normal relationship, like everyone else. i wish i could have a coke right now. i wish i could feel pretty. i wish i felt wanted. i wish we worked, thats one of the things i'd like the most. i wish i had. i wish i could be more open in this but there are somethings i cant tell. i wish you were happier. i wish youi wish
FATSkinny… So used to eating whatever the hell you want, Shoving a thousand cookies down your throat and not a single one makes a difference. You eat and eat and never have to worry about your butt Or your thighs Or your face Or your stomache Loaves of bread and cheese and deserts all just for you And you eat it allFAT
Remember: Ivy Clings to OakI'm afraid of dead things and semi trucks and heightsRemember: Ivy Clings to Oak
and forgetting you after you die
because you haven't left me anything.
I still have nightmares about mom. Last night I saw her face and locked myself in my room before she could move.
I woke up gasping as if morning saved me from drowning, and I picture myself still blonde in summer, waiting to be rescued by the shepherd's hook, prone at the bottom of the pool with sunken oak leaves and shrunken crape myrtle flowers and bees pressed by the water, trying to breathe the air out of
Boo
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Love me forever, Make all my dreams come true. <3
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